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woke uppp.
took a shower & got ready.
then went to churchhhhh, then tim hortons and got a bagel & english toffee.
came homeeee. went to michelles n walked to 7-11 n yeahhhhh =) didnt go to coaches. oh well.
then came home and got ready then went to mikes house.
played basketball for a lil bit
then went inside n played wrestling on play station with him brother. lmfao
then had dinner. then idk his sisters friend dan came over and played bball and went to dariy queen! woo hoo =) thenn came back to his house n walked around outside. then came inside n played go fish? lmaoooo then went downstairs.. n yeah then uhmm they drove me home at around 9ish. at leastt we got to hang out today =D when i got home i came riiight on the computer cuz i got nothing better to do... did all my homework yesterday so i dont gota worry about that. im not feeling so good right now so ima goooo. <3 peace *
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[09 Apr 2005|03:27pm] |
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Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
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[08 Apr 2005|05:38pm] |
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dont feel like typing much todayyy.
*school
*track
*shower
*nap
*monicas
ugh so tired. =/
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stole this from mike haha.
Have you ever...
(x) been drunk
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
( ) crashed a friend's car
(x) ridden in a taxi
(x) been in love
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) ever had a crush on someone of the same sex
( ) ever dated someone of the same sex
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) stole something from my job.
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
(x) cut myself on purpose
( ) been anorexic
( ) seen someone die
(x) Slapped someone I loved
( ) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico...
(x) Been on a plane
( ) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) Been snowboarding
(x) Met someone in person from the internet
( ) Been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
( ) been pregnant or got someone pregnant
( ) gone to college
( ) tried killing yourself
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
( ) went to a prom
( ) bungee jumped
(x) I have been in a car accident
(x) I've hated someone without knowing them
( ) I've shot a real gun
( ) I've done ecstacy
( ) I've been caught smoking
( ) I've got in a verbal fight with a teacher
( ) lied one time in this survey
( ) Threw a party at a friends house when they were gone
( ) Done something w/ a friends bf/gf
( ) Done something with a bf/gf's sibling
(x) Commited a major crime
( ) Gotten in trouble w/ the cops
(x) Ever ran away
( ) Ever got super drunk
(x) Lied about where ur going
(x) Ever lied about your age
(x) Ever been pantsed
( ) Had mono
( ) Got into a physical fight w/ a parent
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[06 Apr 2005|06:06pm] |
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yesterdayyyy-- went to schooool. then track for the first timeee ughhh its a painnnn. then i came home n cleaned my room, then michelle n lyndsay called me n told me to go outside cuz they were in the park.. so yeahhh we walked to 7-11 lmao lyndsay u were being so crazy. " suck it dry" as lyndsay would say. lmfao soo yeah sat around by 7-11 then walked to michelles house and went on the trampoline and talkedddd. then i walked home cuz i couldnt go tanning wit them. soo yeah finished cleaning my room and i was like dying cuz i was so tired. hdsfkasdhkfhakfhdsahsj
todayyyy-- went to school, then track. and ran/walked (hahhaaaaa 0=] ) around the feild for like the whole practice. mr.marialke was like "Hey, didnt i have ur mom as a student ?.. " hahah and yes he did, a very long time ago. but yeah our last names are different so uhm yeah its kinda confusing. anywayswe got candy bars after practice. then no one was answering the house phone so i walked home. =\ ugh im so soreeeeeeee. then got on the computer.. then watched tv.. then took a shower.. and now im back on the computer. wow whata life... PSH. yeah im gona do my homework later? anyways i smell spaghetti =D so yeah im gona go eat..
* <3 =]
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| todayyy... was wonderfullll <3 for some odd reason =) |
[04 Apr 2005|04:23pm] |
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Just a Lil* BiT -- 50¢ ;-) haah wOooO~ |
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well. im not sure what set me to this "all of a sudden joyful mood" lmaoo i was giving everyone hugs todayyy =D if i missed you im sorry and ill make it up to you tomorrow! =P wow i was in the best mood today. so yeah school was good for a change...* after school-- i walked to michelles house wit mike n jpppp!!!!!! =D omfg i love you guys like whoa. haha we went onn the trampoline and played bball 0=) ( mike & michelle vs. me & justin paul!) me n justin won of course! heheee ;-) good gameee<33 then mike & jp left and i stayed at michelles for a lil bit. and ate a ho ho! then i decided i should go home cuz i got lots to dooo....
--homework
--pilates
--run in the park hahaaa
--clean my room
<3 dont call the cell.. its STILL not workinggg .. grr =(
* First day of Track Practice tomorrow. =0 *
haha i got this from lyndzzzzzzzz ;-*
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| last day of spring breaaaakk =( |
[03 Apr 2005|02:57pm] |
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Ughh ok does anyone wana do something todayyy?! im really boredddd =( n we got school tomorrow!!!!!
heres some pics from south carolinaaa--
haha gota ask for the password =)
<33
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Thursdayyyy--woke uppp. took a shower. got ready. cleaned my room. unpacked my suitcase n there was a note saying that my luggage was inspected =0 uh o! haha then went to lyndsay's dads house around 6! n i got to meet chrissss, awwe hes so nice!!!! idk hung around the computerrr n stufff n then cara came n we talked n stuff. n me n cara watched chris n lyndsay fuck. lmao just playiiin.. 0=) yeah so then we decided to go to rite aid lmfao. yeah that was crazy shit, we were acting like idiots. then we all layed in the street lmao. "what happens if a car comes?" ... "we die." hah well ne ways we were in rite aid and like idk i didnt have ne money cuz i gave it to lyndsays bro cuz he needed money for gas. and so cara was the only one that had money so she got ice pops ( which werent even frozen lmfao) and she got red bull and uhm some mountain dew shiz. idk haha then chris lost his cell phone outside n then he found it. yeahhhh then when we got to lyndsays house we went downstairs and idk we were like so crazy lmfao lyndsay put on her dads orange hunting suit thing and started humping chris hahahah man that was funny. yeah then we went back upstairs n me and cara sat on our asses at the computer while lyndsay n chris were doin whatever lmfao theyr horny bastards like cara said. lmao yeah then chris left n it was just us girlsss! and uhh we ate brownies and ho ho's and watched chuckie for a lil bit thenn ummm =X lmfao idk talked? yeah then went online n talked to ppllll and listened to music ahha omfg "all the things she said" by tatu! ahahhahha what lesbians. and listened to like old school shit. haha then yada yada yadaaaa idk!!!!! talked to michelle at like 4 in the morning and she was still upp ahah(awwe michelle we missed you =( * ). then we all got tired and we all slept on the same bed.. which was a twin bed and cara was like falling off so i guess she went downstairs and watched tv?
Friday (April Fool's Day)-- idk wtf woke up at like 3 and i heard cara typing at the computer so i got up n then lyndsay woke up n she felt sick. haha then cara went home and i just hung out with lyndsayyy =P n listened to music then my mom came to pick me up around 5ish n she took me to mcdonalds then my mommy told me she got me some clothes from the mall earlier. =) and when i got home i tryed them on n they fittt! then talked onlinee (still am.. )its like 830. we didnt really sleep last night we stayed up until like 6 in the morning..uhh yeah!
<3 peace out nig
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Okay im gona try to remember this the best i can.. 0=)
SATURDAY-- Well i hung out with michelle before i lefttt.. and then went to the airport around 3 and our plane was suppose to be taking off at 6. It took an hour to get there, and a lil bit to check in and go through security. so we waited like 1 hour. Then.. we here on the speakers.. "Flight blah blah blahhhhh-- has been delayed. So your flight to Myrtle Beach will be taking off around 8." ookkayyy. now that was just GREATTT.. >:0 we already waited like 2 hours, and now we would be waiting 2 more. So all i did at the airport was talk to people on my cell and listen to my head phones and eat candy. lmao. then at like 8 we took off. there was a lil turbulance but it wasnt that bad. When we got to South Carolina.. it was like midnight. and we checked into our hotel (The Polynesian ) OMFG. NEVERRRRRRRRR EVERRRRRRRR GO THERE. its a fucking shit hole. lmao my mom n dave were so pissed. There were drunk people everywhere ahah. yeah thats spring break i guesss =0. when we got into our room it was so trashy. ew the bed was so sick... my moms like "u dont wana know how many people fucked on those beds." so yeahhh. dave went down to the front desk and asked if ew could have our money back and we would go to a sifferent hotel. Well the guy at the desk asked if we wanted to try out the hotel right next door that they owned. Well that was a little nicer than the first one. But we didnt want to spend the rest of our trip there it was still pretty shity. So we had to stay there the rest of the night bcuz it was too late to keep hopping to hotels. But we did call a few hotels and asked if they had any rooms available. So dave called the Holiday Inn... and they had 5 rooms lefttt! =0 and they were ocean view too! =) so we told them to save that room for us and we would be leaving the next morning. So we ordered a pizza. And it took foreverrrrrrrrrrr for the delivery person to get here. and when she finally did it was like 2 in the morning. and she was a BITCH. ne wayssss i went to sleep.
SUNDAY--Woke up around 9 to check out of our room and get a taxi to the holiday inn =D. It was raininggggg =(. and it rained like almost all day. if not it was really cloudy =\. The lady that took us to the holiday inn was really niceee idk had some funny convos lmfao. well when we got there, we checked in and our room wouldnt be ready until like 1. there was a huge strip of stores right on that street. soo it was really cooool. We stoped at one store and got an umberilla and some necklaces and my mom got bellybutton rings. lmao. then we left and went to the national pancake house =). i got silver dollar pancakes! Then we left there and went shoppinggg down the strip. Omfg it was so awesome. There was putt putt golf right across the street from our hotel. And then farther down the street was an amusement park. But we didnt go there that day. I seen the dippin dots stand so i ran over to it and got strawberry n vanilla flavorss =D. lmao it wasnt raining ne more by that time. well it was like 1 and we walked back to our hotel and our room was ready so we went to our room and it was sooooooo much nicerrrrr than the other ones. so we unpacked and then went down to the beach and walked barefoot in the atlantic oceannnn. omg it was great. except the water was freezingggggggg. Haha so we looked for seashells on the shore. then went back to our room and washed off our seashells and then took a nap. Then woke up around 6 and we walked to pier 14. and ate dinner there. ehh i tried squidddd! omfg its so sick. after we ate we went and shopped down the strip. It was pretty sweeet. Then we came back to our hotel and i talked to michelleee and then went on the balcony and talked to mike. and took a showerrr. yeahhhhh then i went to sleep.
MONDAY--Woke uppp got ready, went to the pancake house and had a hawiian waffle =D!!! i cant really remember what we did that day but i think we went shopping again and later on it got warmer and sunny. and we laid out on the beach for a lil bit then we went swiming in the inside pool and hot tub. yeah i was a loser and hung out with my mom because i ddont realy like meeting new people lmaooo. there was a lazy river and that was pretty cooool. well after that i came back up to the room and took a showerrr and called some peopleee then ordered chicken strips and cheesesticks from someplace. then watched tv and went to sleep.
TUESDAY--Wooooooo the best day everrrrrrrrrrrrrr! got up and went downstairs and ate breakfastt. then went outside and it was like 80 degrees and we rented this huge umberalla thing so it wasnt so windy and we still got ALOTTTT of sun. We were out there from like 1 until 4 and i got sooo effin burnt. so did dave and my mommm. haha it was pick on dave day. he was like "man i think that sun got to my brain" (idk somethin like thattt) and i was like "what brain????" ahahaha yeeeah that was a BURN. lmao idk then i wennt to sleep cuz i was really tired and burnt. then later on went to this bar. and i got a strawberry daquri. and a corndog and fries lmao. woo yeahh it was "killerrr" ( ahahha word of the trip) then we walked aroundddd and then we went to this haunted house which was kinda stupid but oh well. then we came back too the hotel and i talked to people on my moms phone cuz my shut off cuz i went over my limittt. i guess my bill got to 140$ bcuz i went on the internet on my phoneee. oh well i wont be doin that ne more. i think that really pissed dave off..lol then i took a shower and went to sleeeep.
WEDNESDAY--Got uppp. went downstairs to the lobby and ate breakfasttt! we had to check out of our hotel but they kept our luggage all day cuz we didnt want to bring it with us everywhere we went lmfao that would be retardedddd. well then went down to the beach and rented another umberlla thingyy. and tanned most of the day! =D yeahh im really burnt but its all good cuz im gona get tanner. then we decided to go do putt putt.. ahha i suck. and all of a sudden we see some drunk/stoned teenager get arrested and the police officers like threw him on the sidewalk haha it was pretty funnyy. they opened the trunk and there was a kooler fillllled with alcohol.. i was likee OoOo BuStEEeDddd! lol then after putt putt idk went out to eat at the pier yeah that was pretty fun. after we ate we walked down to the end of the pier and talked to the nice fishermen lmao. then the same lady that took us to the hotel took us back to the airport and we went through security and stuff. then ate at the subway in the airport and went to this store there and looked at some magizines. then waited in the airport for like an hour in a half and talked to mike and ryan?lmao then the plane took off around 9 and the flight was smoooth. so i took a nap for a lil while. then.. we got to the detroit airport which is really shity compared to the airport in S.C lmao oh well. and then we picked up our luggage and got a bus to our car and i called mike but he was playin poker and i told him to call me back later (and neverrrrr didddd?) yeah so then we dropped off dave at his house and then me n my mom went back home and got home around 12. Immediatly i went online. I guess it was hacked? idk thats what lyndsay told me cuz i was talkin to her n jordan on the phoneee. and talked to lina online! =P then i went to sleeeeeeeep.
well.. this spring break wasnt sooo baddd =\ =) !!!! <3
( im gona try to figure out how to put the pictures from my moms digital into the computer-- any one wana try to help me? lmfao )
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yesterdayyyy-- school was good... hahaaa 0=)
after school.. went to oakbrook with mike to get his bro.. n brittany came too. lmfao uhh. went on the swings, threw snow at stuff? uhmm..idk screwed around? haha yeah fun fun. lmao then i came home n packed n cleaned up my room a lil bit. then called my motherr n asked if i could come up to the shop.. so i did.. went tanning for a lil bit.. hah mike called me while i was in the tanning bed lmao so i told him id call him back. then after i tanned i called mike back n talked to him for a lil bit.. then got my nails done.. then after my nails dried i ate some cakeee =) then my mom and i went to the mall and went to gadzook to look for a batheing suit but my mom said i looked like a skank in them so i didnt get ne from there. >:0 lmfao then went to khols cuz the mall was closing and they had nothing theree.. it was all shity ugly stuff. so we went to target. lmfao and i tryed on like 10 pairs of batheing suits n finally found one i liked. its black n it has pink hearts on it. its reallyy cuttee. =P then i got senses fail cd cuz i wanted a new cd to listen to on the plane. so i got home.. went online.. then called mike and talked to him for a whileee. then went to sleep? ahh man, leavin tomorrow at like 3pm so idk what ill do before i leaveeee probably hang out with michelle n lyndsay =).. today im goin to mikessss =D idk what time though... but todayyy i woke up n seen that i had a missed call from lyndsay at like 8am. i was like wtf? well i talked to her online later n she said that it was jereimah? lmfaooo wow ok. ha so idk i took a shower. cleaned my room. done packing now. =\
*this goes out to any one-- calll meee during break ill misss you guysss
( ill be gone from sat. till wed. ) =(
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